Things are going good. Why are they going good? I know a lot a people may go through this but nothing like this has happened to me and I can't figure out why it is... A co-worker is giving me a push mower (since mine hasn't worked in years), my neighbors have to move away so they are giving us their fridge they don't need, a blue chair my girlfriend wanted and some solar power walk way lights. My lawyers are handling some of my business very well and soon people will be paying me money they owe me very soon. I'm only 23 and I'm about to fully own my own house within the next 6 months. I'm about to start a new job within the next week as a regular employee, not a temp. Most of my bills are caught up and I'm actually starting to have hope for the future. Found a CD at a favorite store of mine that I took a chance on and it turns out to be the kind of music I listened to a long time ago to meditate. Everything is going good, very good. Makes me wonder what is about to be taken away from me...I'm afraid...